24 June 2008 at6:48 PM
heyhey PEOPLE !
Ouh gosh ! ! i have not been updating my bloogyy for a very long time ! sorie people . my computer was sent to service . it took so long to get it repaired . lolx ! sorie ! many things had been happening this few days . im just tired of all this . people just doesn ' t know what does PROMISE mean & people just doesn ' t know what does LOVE mean . Honestly , im not that perfect . But it doesn ' t mean that people can make use of me . Please don ' t ever mess with me . When you people PROMISE me something , please really do hold that promise . HATE empty PROMISES . To me , most of the guys are the same . they usually say this , '' i promise to love you forever . " , " i will wait for you no matter what happen " , " i promise to love you until i DIE . " . Oh please guys ! just SHUT THE HELL UP ! don ' t you all dare to promise this to your girl if what you end up doing is giving them an empty promise . hate that man . Girls also do have FEELINGS . errghh ! i had enough man . i ' ve gone through this many time & i ' m sick of this . I rather be unattached than being attached with a LIAR . Yes , they may be sooooo LOVING & CARING when you just started a relationship . But as days goes by , things will change . Yes it will . so GIRLS out there , look out for a non - LIAR peeps aite . be careful aniwaes . pfft .
The question is now , why are they doing all this . it really hurts me when this thingy happen to me . it had not happened to me once but several times . i ' m not gonna mention their names coz i still treat them as my friends eventhough they had done this to me . ***** , pls stop saying you love me coz im sick of this phrase oready . because i noe its a LIE . i was angry , sad & i cried when it happened to me . But when i think through back , why am i feeling so sad ? its not gonna changed anything & whats the used of crying for people who always think for themselves .
I guess now its time for me to move on . Honestly , its hard . Really hard for me to move on because each time i look at his face , i will think about the past . That makes me really weak in moving on . i ' m trying to be much more strong & accept the fact that he doesn ' t love me anymore & accept the fact that the peomises he gave me was all a LIE . please IZZA . be strong & move on . Now , he ' s happy after what he had did to me . thank you YOU . i ' m not gonna be so weak now . Wanna talk bout me , pls do coz i ' m not gonna waste my time on this kind of PEOPLE . this is all IMMATURED PEOPLE . So , what i am gonna do now is to stop loving him . coz therz no use in loving somone that doesn ' t love you . & that guy even had his replacement . pfft ! if you were in my shoe , i guess you all would know how i 'm feeling while going through this hard journey .
Nevermind . The rest i will just keep it to myself . No one can know my true feelings . How i wish that all the guys in this world are truthful . Alright readers , enough . i wana stop for today ' s post . Bye people .
