CescFleur

17 August 2008 at7:22 PM


Sitting silently on my bed
As tears rolled down my eyes
Just to remind the one I LOVE
At that movement I think of you,

Those lovely days
The sun was bright
And the sky was blue
You were in my arms
Promised to be forever mine
As everyday the sun shined
But how you forgot those lines,

As colors add beauty to painting
You were the only color of my life
Even it fades away
I think about the one
Who painted my life so beautiful?

That guy i always think about
That guy i have no doubt.
That guy he's the one
That guy is brighter than the sun

That guy is not mine now
But that guy was no lie
That guy was my perfect guy


I wish i could turn back time
If i could , then you'll be the victim
And i'll be the one distressing your life


If i had done this to you
What would be your response ?

Would you be like me ?
( Saying nothing-as eyes that says all )
Or like yourself ?

Azrul ohh Azrul
Have you seen a dead person alive ?
If not .. here i am
as i have no stance inside me now

Then why do i still love you ?


Why do i cry ?


Why is this all happening to me ?


&& not you ?


I wish all the misery that i have caused you
I wish all the discomfort that i have put you through
How i really wish i could turn back the time .



Im writing this poem to let out my thoughts & feelings
I don't wish to keep this feelings unreveal
It will only hurt me more
Yes i love him


But im just a little too late
Its alright , im not blaming him



Blogging is another way for me to let out of my feelings
My bloggy cannot talk but it can understand me



I'll love him still .
Cesc Fleur .
He's the one .

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