06 August 2008 at10:47 PM

LALALALALA =)

Its him . Azrul . I just wanna noe the reason why i cannot forget about him . It has been 6 months pass since we broke up . 23 January 2008 . Hell yea . That was when i started to have a sweet journey with him . But it all ended just like that . 2 days before we're gonna reach our 2 months anniversary , we broke off . Because something happened . Erghh !! Honestly , i still love him . Shh ! Keep it to yourself if you tend to read my bloggy . To me , he 's a very patience guy . He loved me to the fullest when i was with him && even when we broke off . When he asked for a patched , i wanted to accept . But it seems that something is stopping me to accept him at that point of time . Ergh ! Now its too late . I kept wondering if he really do hate me or not . How i really wish that the clock could we turn backwards . Ouh gosh ! Hell yea ! I'll be really happy ! I will promise to cherish it ! But too bad . Its kinda impossible to turn the clock backwards . There 's few guys out there that have feelings for me . lolx . Sorry i cannot tell you their names . Its kinda confidential . But sorry . I cannot lie to myself & also them . My love is not a lie . I cannot be with someone that i do not have feelings for . Thats the reason why i cannot accept their love . Sorry to them .


Now what am i suppose to do ? I have been always thinking about him . My eyes just can't stop looking at him everytime he is at my presence . Ouh god ! Why ?? Maybe i just love him so much . Yes i do . Till today , we never talked to each other . Miss him a lot leii ! 6 months okay . Okay . Maybe its my fault . I didnt appreciate his love when he love me . But i have a reason ! Its not that i did not appreaciate his love . Its just that i'm pretending NOT to appreaciate his love . I wanted to see what he will do next . But my move was wrong .Pfft . So stupid of me . Nvm . People , i hope my wish will cum true . psst ; sorry but i cannot tell you people whats my wish is . Okay lah . Enough . I wouldnt want to write further more . && please people . please do not go arnd & spread rumours after reading this . I ' ll whack you people if you do that okay ! lolx . Jokin . But please . Respect this . I wrote this post because i wanted to let out my feelings . So it would be appreacited if you guys respect it . tc people ! bye ! I'll be posting again soon aities =)

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