azwan that fcukin jerk

06 September 2008 at10:39 AM

Heyhey diary [:



Its kinda early for me to update my bloggy . But i have too . Not because i want too . Its because i can't stand what people are doing to me right now . Thats make me wanna update my bloggy & let the readers who read this post realise what kind of person they are . Well , its not my intention to tell you readers whats up with them . I myself dunno what they are up to. Pfft . Why wouldn't people give another chance for me to proof then that i've changed ? Hmm . I just dun understand . Really . Haiya . Just now , early in the morning , at about 5 plus in the morning , i was woken up by 7 messages from Azwan . He gave me a nuisance mceg to me & made me cry . Pfft . He wrote in the messages to make me hurt basicly . & one more thing , he said im a jerk . Pfft . He thinks i care ? & he said that no ones like me now , so dun bother thinking that Mr.Cesc would want me back . Hey , its none of his buisness aniwaes . Why bother be a busybody & destroy others people life ?



Hah ! Azwan , you wasted your credits by texting me a long mcej . Hah ! Please lah . I won't get hurt even if you embarresesd infront of your fcuking friends [: I believe in Allah . The patience & confidence that is increasing in my life makes me doesn't care for what you people wanna say about me . So Azwan , GET A LIFE DUDE [: Maybe you're just jealous dehh . Hah ! Because no one is paying attention to you . Maybe ? hah ! Or maybe you're seeking attention from people lahh . Aniwaes , like you say , dun bother saying sorry to you . Hah ! Trust me dude . I won't . So dun worry man . Well , now i really agree that GUYS ARE SWEET TALKER MOTHER FUCKER [: yay ! hah !
Well , its not my intention to look down on guys . Thanks to that Azwan . He made me feel that guys are such a STFK . Sorry . May it people wanna hate me or wanna critizised me , go ahead . I won't care . Yes i do have feelings . There must be a certain part that i will get hurt . But i won't give up . You people are such an EGOIST ! you're saying me a selfish jerk , but look at the mirror & mirror your own fcuking self . The lesson to learn here is think before you wanna say sumtink & look at yourself first before you wanna judge others .


Well , I know myself . Im the one who jugde from both the inside & outside . Coz its my life . I know what i am doing . You people can only judge me from the outside , which is i think only 25% of what you think i am . Only God & me knows who am i actually . So , get the fcuking hell off my sight . & Azwan , im glad to hear & see if you read my blog today . Coz its about you leii . Wouldn't you feel proud ? hah ! That phrase you gave me , * DUN MESS WITH ME * . hah ! Sorry . Its upside down dude . * YOU DUN MESS WITH ME * . hah ! im gonna waste my tears for you , A.S . & ya , Azwan blocked me in his call list in his hp . For goodness sake , dun just block me , but delete me plss ? cann ? coz i dun even wanna waste my precious time by calling or even mceging you luhh . Wasting my fcuking pp8 .
Maybe you people wanna make me feel that what im doing now is useless . But pfft . Whatever dehh . I dun feel that its a useless thingy . Its not wrong for a person to keep mceging a friend of hers right ? Well , i am just doing my job as a human being to seek for forgiveness when i make mistakes . Thats what God teaches us . To make mistakes & have the initiative of asking for forgiveness .

Not like that A.S . You know what ? Recently , not long ago , last week i guess , he just went to meet me to seek & begging for forgiveness . But end up critizising me . WTF ? Whats's his motive siaa . Thats why i say , Guys Are Sweet Talker Mother Fucker . If in this world , there is 75 % of the population is guys , i think only 20 % of them are truthful . But obviously this dude is in the rejected list . & hey , " sekali aku ludah , aku tkkn jilat kau balik " . Thats what my mother teaches me . & hell yea . My mothers hates him . Because of some reason . Because of this fcuking childish boy , my life was nearly ruined . Pfft . Really regretted for knowing him . Azwan , just get the hell out of my sight lahh . Im sick of your games . Im not sure what you are really up to next . & i bet you are really up to something nuisance .Hmm . Maybe you're gonna tell your " friends " to hate me . Hah ! go lahh ! you're such a rubbish . Its good enough im not hating you leii . Im just fcukin peace off with this fellow only . hah !

Okaylah . I think i've said enough . Ther's still much more actually .But its too long oready & its like wasting my bloody time talking about him . So , if any of you readers tend to be Azwan's friend , ohh please , dunn forget to ask him to read my dear bloggy okay ! & for you Mr.Cesc , i dun care for what you or your friends wanna talk about me or hate me . Try your very best people . Good luck . & i love you still man . okay people . I'll be updating soon enough okay ! cherios !

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